Month: April 2010

>My Dear

>Hello Blogville!!! its been a while i know.

Twitter stole me away and Facebook is seeking a divorce, but you!
in your patience and silence i still hear you calling me, drawing me back to you.
our connection is not like any of the other two, yours and mine is truly different, as you permit me a different kind of freedom. My expressions on twitter are mostly short and almost spasmic. Facebook feels more like a junket; either you want to show off or make a fool of yourself.
Even if you could allow me do both, the regard i have for you ensures i never do such a thing, instead it is an outpouring at most times of the deep thoughts within the valley of my soul.

So many times when i have felt as if a listening ear was never around, or i felt something needed to be said, no matter how hurriedly or boring it might be, i have always found your white screens comforting. (i might not have written something so deep or divulged many secrets).

its been over two months since the invasion of the Blackberry into my life and it hasn’t gotten any better. it has become an appendage i can barely do without, I’m sure, pretty soon I’ll be accessing you from the little gizmo.

one way or another i still strive to become a better person yet i want more like every one else.

my realization that my degree of self- centredness is disturbing worries me, urging me to admit to a really deep seated issue i am yet to address.

Blogville, work has had its fair share of ups and downs. “its a job” is what I keep telling myself, and I’ve come to learn a lot from those that surround me.

But the politics is scary, gossip and back biting makes me worry. what are the words used when i become the topic of discussion…. i have no false ideas that i am a saint.

i just hope my case is not bad enough to confine me to the silence of withheld advice.

I just want to be alone these days… in as much as i miss my boys: SBB, Mystery, Phoenix and Mr. Capable i still crave that solitude, being lost in thought even if it were because of the trivial, because my mind is my true home.

it paints funny pictures sometimes but it never hides the real details. And it is with this mind i hope i make a firm decision that could ultimately save me.

its 12:26 past midnight and I’m still at the office.

I’m tired and my body aches so bad. Blogville i wish i could stay longer tonight, but I’ll get back to you as soon as i can. just know i still think about you a lot…. well not as much as i think about her though..(lol).

Goodnight blogville.


>I neeed to make some money!!!


OK i just did something for free a lot of people would get paid to do…. advertise a product on their Blog… but heck. I’m doing it any ways. Its The event we do here at the mall every first Friday of the month.
Music and drinks all the way. One Headliner and a host of Up and coming artists.

It started out small but gradually its beginning to gain momentum.
First time we had Praise from Project Fame headlining for us then it was Mo-Cheda after that we were graced by the presence of Rooftop Mcs.

I’m not gonna let the cat outta the bag just yet, but its gonna be double bigger (if I’m permitted to say that)….

If you’re in Abuja be sure to check it out.

its TG1stF : thank God its First Friday.

>Easter Tweets…

>just finished bowling with some of my colleagues at from the office. it sort of marked the end of the hectic holiday for us being that we all haven’t had time to do what we guys usually do every now and then. Easter brought with it a mad rush never seen at the mall and we had one heck of a time managing things. tempers were tested (including mine), limits were exceeded….
one way or the other we all got through.
I have to say at this point that I’m proud of the guys I work with, i have developed a great deal of respect for the dedication they have put into their work.
In an hour or less I’ll be on my way home tiredly excited to embrace my pillow and ignore the usual morning calls for the family devotion in the chapel when the normal people in the house get up. And my loving family would look upstairs and think; “leave him, he worked late last night”.
I wish…..
not this time…
Tomorrow, even if i skipped the early morning prayers, I’d never be able to escape chairman. He’s definitely going to look for me whether i like it or not.
For Pete’s sake I missed his birthday and didn’t even get him a card…. how would i explain to him that i though it was the 6th instead of the 5th???

I’m so beat… i need that rest and day off so bad.

I’ve gone BB crazy!!! its been just over a month now and i can’t seem to stay in a conversation alone for a full 100%, instead, the conversation involves; me, my BB, the person/people I’m PINGing and the People/person I’m having the conversation with.

so if you’re in front of me or chatting with me via BB, there’s a high possibility that you’re not the only one in an obscure conversation that involves talking about two different things at the same time. the only person who’s safe would most likely be the person on the other side of the Pinging, cause he won’t hear me laugh or get any “lol” instant messages for a joke he didn’t crack.
on the other hand The guy/ guys in front of me would think I’m losing it.

Poor guy would probably think I’m trying to get rid of him faster than he’d want to leave.

So i discovered twitter… that land of brilliant one liners and short message tirades… e-toasting and hook ups. It’s so bad I’ve almost done to Facebook what i did to Hi5.
though i still throw pictures on the damn thing every now and then.
Fortunately for FB I’ve got over 600 peeps I’m friends with n that’s way more followers i have on twitter.

for me the family is small (or twam as my fellow tweeps call it) but one heck of a rowdy bunch.
i can barely stay away from the damn thing. Its just crazy.

Then there’s the mad people I’m following who i wonder sometimes if they actually can be normal everyday folks in real life….. hmmmm….

for those of you who haven’t… better go check it out.

I’m putting my right hand on my chest and swearing by my common sense that I’ll try and stay out of the office tomorrow… get enough food into my tiny stomach while trying to avoid chairman.

You guys go watch ‘Clash Of the Titans’